"it's painful to be with asou-kun
wanting to do this, wanting to do that
i can't help but thinking, if i'm healthy,
i'd be able to
this way, i'm only growing more miserable
i...
can't see you anymore"
if you were to marry someone
most of the case, you'll be marrying him/her
when he/she is healthy,
financially stable,
he/she is full with love towards you,
he/she is still young, looking good and all that.
what if one day,
he/she become fully paralyzed,
and need someone who can take care of them rund um die Uhr,
or lose job and unable to find a new one,
or when he/she is finally become bored
after spending ten/twenty years with the same person
or when time snatches all the beauty from its owner
would you still have the same feeling towards him/her
like the ones you had when you are marrying him/her?
would you?
would you?